i've tot of deleting what i've wrote,but then nvm.it'll be a shame of mine but i want it to remain there to remind myself never to commit it again.
i'm shorttempered becausei'm selfish.becos i want to have some face in front of those who read my blog.
i've twisted the facts,twisted it such that those who dont know the true facts will believe zhujun is the one making use of me.im writing this post to justify for zhujun and also to criticise myself.i'm sorry.
i tot zhujun loved me(which turned out actually she did not) then in a spur of moment,i wrote it down as if she's an object like i can toss her around any time i want.it hurts her alot,i know...cos i've felt the same way before too.nope,its not like that.its me 自作多情.i admit that i've tots of chasing some other gal and using zhujun as a backup plan.now i feel sorry as this totally abuse the responsibility i should have a great ganmei like zhujun.sorry,zhujun.i dont have the kinda "backup" feeling of you any more :)
and it's my fault that zhujun nvr came out to meet me also.i need to apologise for this.she have already told me she'll be having smtg on for cca.i promised i'd wait.i did wait.but theni grew impatient as she told me to wait awhile longer.then i left.and i blamed her for that.
its irony that i posted "zhujun i'll be your kor forever cos i love you" that other day and then completely forgotten bout it and posted to leave her life cos of some dumb misunderstandings.i apologize for all the misunderstandings i cooked up and sincerely seek everyones acceptance.
*p.s. zhujun if you want me to delete what i wrote,tell me kay?thx.
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name:YongChin
age:16(officially on 27072011)
wishlist: be with my queen forever
relationship status: single
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